fare well

sekejap jer dah hujung tahun.baru semalam aku rasa yang aku tinggalkan smk seri saujana. baru semalam aku dengar tangisan kawan-kawan aku.baru semalam rasanyer aku daftar kat smk alam damai.cepat kan masa berlalu.pejam celik pejam celik da hujung tahun.final exam pon dah habis.kelas pon da berkurangan dari 16 orang tinggal 15 orang jer.ehh.aku rasa aku dah tua. aku still rasa lagi perasaan pegang slip pmr.teringat lagi penjaga periksa pmr.dan tak sangka lagi sebulan setengah akan masuk tahun baru.2011 weyy.SPM laa..tak boleh nak maen-maen dah. kene struggle afiqah:) so many things happen in short time.fare well memories of 2010:)

english essay

I remember the first words came from your mouth.'Are you Afiqah?'HAHA the words looks funny but i knock my head and said 'yeah I'm Afiqah.you?'Then you introduce yourself 'Im I ''Im one of your mom friends.I mean son'.'Oooo..excuse me,i have to go'I said arrogantly,Then I leaved him and went to the bus.It was eleven years ago,when i was five years old'

We never talk to each other except for an important thing.My mom told me that I said to his mom'is that the girl with the pink bag'Then I realized I'm the one with the pink bag and you want to know more about me.Currently Im not interested with you that time.You always say 'hi' to me and asking am i right,are you ok.I feel that im the precious one for you.

And last few days,I dreamed about you.You said you missed meand when i woke up from long sleep,I feel empty.You always came to my mind staring and watching me.i wonder what kind of feeling this is.It disturbed me.It disturbed my physical and mental activity.I spent the whole days thinking about you and thinking about the past.Thinking about you make me feel weak.I dont have an appetite to eat i feel alne and to make it worst i dont even had an energy to do homeworks or any activities.I,why do you keep disturbing me?can anybody answered it?

One fine evening,me and my cousin sat on a cradle.We started to have a chat about personal stuff.She asked me about my first crush.=='And someone crushed on my mind and that is you.It make me flashedback all the memories.I thinked and smiled.O told my cousin about a boy that had stole his cousin heart.I remembered when I am in the primary school,we doesn't sat in the same class from standard one until standard four.But in standard five,YESS we was placed in the same class.I felt like over the moon.I was so happy,but he seem to ignored me.He had so many friends and he was damn famous.But still I adored him.The most precious moments with you is when my birthday on september,you came right beside me and with a charming voice you said 'Happy birthday Afiqah''May ALLAH bless you' then he walked and left me.I still rememberd the smell of your peefumess.=='And when i had a fever you asked my friend about me,about my condition,am i got a bad fever.My friends told me everything.I was touched.

Last few days i dreamed about you.And now i know why i dream anout you.After for years I didnt meet you,In the fourth Syawal,in my cousi wedding ceremony,I was so suprised when i saw you looking at me and smiling.Am i dreaming?I rubbed my eyes.I slapped my cheeks and it hurts,Thats mean that you are a reality.Maybe god knows how I miss you.He sent you to me. You didnt change much..still the same like my old I.Except that you are taller and handsome.
HAHA:) and more matured too.I t feels awkward to have a chat with you.You didnt talk much, You only say thank you,bye,see you again.Only three words came from your mouth,but it doesnt matter:)

Dear I,knowing you make my life colourful.Knowing you make me cry,make me smile and make me annoyed.If you read this,heyyy man i like you till the end:) You're my first crush. Thanks for everything:) I hope one day you will be mine:)



currently this is my favourite essay i ever wrote:) its up to you to believe it or not:)
even Pn Norlida give good and keep up the good works for this essay:)

hipokrit(!)

gambar: mrgoogle:)

hipokrit tue ape?sape yg selalu hipokrit?orang hipokrit tue jahat ke?
perlu ke hipokrit dalam kehidupan? contoh hipokrit?

hipokrit adalah munafik atau orang yang suka mendustakan!
tapi pd pandangan aku,hipokrit nie sngat penting! maybe ramai
orang kate just be yourself..believe yourself..tapi untuk aku tunjukkan
diri aku yang sebenar aku tak berani! yeahh! noorafiqahmohd yaacob
adelah manusia yang hipokritt! tapi aku tau bukan aku sorang je yang hipokrit kat
muke bumi nie..im not pretending! i just want to be perfect in others eye!

menipu la kalau seseorang tue x pernah hipokrit!
contohnye la kan..contohh bile couple.. pasangan tu mestilah
nak sempurna di mata pasangan masing-masing kan! seorang anak
mestilah nak nampak baik depan mak bapak kan..seorang sahabat
terpaksa hipokrit untuk menjaga hati sahabatnya..yeahh itu terjadi dekat
diri aku sendirii..pade aku orang yang hipokrit nie tak jahat[saipe nak kate
diri sendiri jahat kan]tapi itu pade pandangan aku..tapi itu semua karma
dalam kehidupan nie..

kesimpulannya renung-renungkan..dan selamat beramal:)

rinduuuuu

i miss both of you! a lot!

lol

I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making of me. I love you for the part of me that you bring out.

saye rinduu st4e saye:)

anda anda sekalian x rinduu dekat cik afiqah
yang comel nie keww?x rinduu cik afiqah
gelak kuat kuat keww? alaaa..cakap la anda rindu
sayee:) sebab sye rinduu anda sangat-sangat!


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weyhh!npe ta update blogg:(kte just ckp kat shoutmix tue je kan
rindulaa..kelaka bile bce balek bende alah tue:)sye rindduu..
rinduu sngat sngat! da lame ta jumpe azla,tenin,syafika,eyra:)
rinduu sngat!bile nk jumpe nie??

special wish for all st4e

:) iloveyou
:)imissyou
:)ineedyou

friday

x habes-habes lagi noor afiqa?
yee mmg ta habes habes..
dan x akn habis dalam mase terdekat:(

friday:(
i taught it will be one of the best day this year,
but it seems to be something that i'll never forget!
NEVER i mean it!

ahaha:) once you ask me.still angry?
yeah and HELL im angry!
sorry:( and yeah when im angry
they said that im too emotional:)

hey come and sat on my shoes!
you will know the feelings:(
a feelings like somebody betrayed you!
WTFUCK?seriously im exhausted with
all this thing.it had been twice
i repeated TWICE laa bengong:(

why dont you keep you mouth shut
and stop talking for a while!
why dont you flashback what you have
done.stop acting like a DIVA.
you know life is just like a tyre
once you;re up and once you're down!
but i believe that when the tyre goes down
there will be a shit on it surface:(

currently i had wrote this on my diary
but nobody will read it and nobody will
know my feelings! and now served you right!
and please stop asking me. still angry?
because im not a mad people that had no
feelings:(

forgiving is easy for me but forgetting?
its hard baby! ITS HARD:(

?

sye ex kan..