most difficult phase of life is not when no one understand you but when you dont understand yourself;)


Feb 25, 2010

my new life!

SMK ALAM DAMAI


hmm..kalo dulu dok asrma kne ikot rules!x de bezenyer ngn sekrg!
kol 5.30 da bngon da!kol 6 s=da pkai bju skola!smayang pon pkai bju skola!
kol 620 da tunggu kete dpan umah!waa..lg terer dari dok ostel!
gi skola nek kete ngn shah n sorang junio n amai tue! ok la!

classmate!

sabrina:ex-saujanianz!talkative!bendahari kelas!
ermin:minah yg dok sebelah aku!dier pandai!!sbijik cam akid!ske perasan!
min halina:ha8!dier gelak klaka la!sronok la kwn ngn dier!
elfira loy:kecik je dier!tapi ok la!ske tiru sjarah note aku!he8!creative!
atikah:ex budak maahad!ok la!ske mntak buku untok dhntar!ngee...
shafiqah:'perfectionist'kalo bole sume perfect!tapi ok la!
atirah:ok la bek!ske share mknn ngn bdk klas
leena:terer bm kot!x tau nk describe dier!


fazreen:ex-bdk petaling!dierlah mmat yg pling rajin nk wat kje skola
ashraf:aku benci dier!ske cari pasal ngn org! ske kaco org! bi dier failed!ha8!
ikmal:waa..!mamat nie pnggil aku brader!ske ati dier je!tpi dier ok la!!
iqkwan:mmat yg mcm bgoz en!dier paki pncuci mke garnier!ha8!ok la..
shah:sosial...pakcik kete tue ckp.kalo bdk tue dtg ari jumaat ujan ribut kl!
syazwan:slalu x datng skola!dier ade sket leukimia! tapi dier baek la!
savinesh:sies dier baek!sku suke dier!coz dier x kaco dak pompuan!
duranni:mamt nie lg kuang ajo pnggil aku mafia!ha8!ske tido!


cekgu!

bm:cikgu noorsham!mmg best!mulot dier pehhh...baek pnyer!
bi:cikgu norlida!she's pretty!ok la dier!dier mmang bek!
sjarah:cegu zaliza!dier ajar best!tapi dak2 klas ta ske dier!
bio:cikgu suhaila!mmg paham la dier aja!n she funny!
fzik:cikgu asah!tak paham!
chem:cikgu faizal!ensem!x de la best sngat!
agame:sazah....ok la!tapi dak klas x dngar pon ape yg dier ajar!
math:cikgu mazna!dier taw aku dapat c m3 so dier slalu tnyer pahamn x?
addmath:cik wong!no komen!paham tue..x de la paham sngat!




Feb 20, 2010

blow me a spirit!


am i regretting?
at first! i do regret!

now! at is my destiny!its about me!this is not about others!how could i stay
if i m not comfort with the
situation and the condition so do the enviorment!
and i will prove to all that i can be a better person!
even if i m not in the good enviorment!even if i am in the social life!
i believe i can! Please do give me a support!because i need you!

can you please understand me!can you! every minute i do remember you guys!
of course i do!but this our way!ido miss the memories!but what to do!
its a life that we must pass through!

dear my friend!i will always and alwayspray for you!for your happiness!
and i wish you luck!and may allah bless all of you!and guys! stop regretting!
its not that fun to be outsiders!im sorry but i have to tell the truth!
I DONT LIKE TO BE LIKE THIS!;((

p|s: st4e [neveredingwonderfulstoriesbetweenus]ILO
VEYOUIMISSYOUINEEDYOU!


Feb 18, 2010

BLANK





mood:
bored!
status:get lost!
ilikepastelcolours


im lost now!





Feb 17, 2010

end!

GOODBYEGOODBYEGOODFRIENDGOODBYE
*bace dalam nada sedey!

baru hari nie berkesempatan nak update!





NEWSCHOOLOFALAMDAMAI!

ok je!sies memnag sronok kat ctue!
tapi SAUJANA much better



LEFTING SAUJANA!

its hurt you know!
lefting a memories behind!
lefting good friends behind!





p/s; its not that fun ok!just stay there!its very hard!
be strong!and just keep holding on;)ILY,IMY


missing!


currently imiss you!
*who?you?maybe!



FORGETTING ME!


ARE YOU?



Jan 31, 2010

ily,imy,iay,





untk mu!


faqiha!saye mintak maap sebab tak dapat penuhi janji saye untok teros bersame awak!sampai awak dapat keputusan sbp 2nd intake or skola selangor tue!saye taw sye bkn kwn yang bek!saye sedar yang awak tak makan petang khamis tue!saye risau awak taw tak!sume orang tanyer saye nape qha tak makn!nape qha senyap jea ari nie!nape qha asyik nages jea!cakap pon nak tak nak jea!awak!!!
Lepas nie awak kene makan dekat asrama!saye tak kire!nanti awak kurus!nanti awak macam mayat idop!saye tanak kawan saye macam tue!sebab saye sayang kan awak!awak,,saye mintak maap sanagt!awak taw x!saye da janji yang malam khamis tue sye tanak nanges!saye nak heppi!tapi sye takleh tngok awak nges!automatik sye nanges!yee!!saye nie terok!tapi nak wat cam ne da takde rezeki sye kat situ!faqihah!sye akn sentiase doakan awak kat sane!walu kat mane pon awak!awak jge diri leklok ek!lepas nie kalo sye tetido kat kelas sape yang nak keejotkan saye!lepas nie saye tak leh nak gelak kuat2 da!!suare kan aurat!sayee akn ingt pesanan awk tue!faqihah!awak jngn risau!walau ape pon masalah awak,even im not by your side!i'll hear your problrm!leave me a message!ok!lepas nie sape nak kasik saye gegule da!!sape yg nk cite kat saye pasal M!ngee!!sye akn rindukan awak!tapi insyaallah!selagi sye tak nyanyok nme awak akn ade dalam ingtn sye!Fqihah!setiap kejadian ade hikmahnyer!maybe ade hikmah disebalik kejadian nie!katekanlah awak jmpe kawan yg better dr sye!awak syg la dier ek!awak!!sye sayng awk la!!awka jangn nakal2 ek kat sane!jge pensel tu leklok!
jgn lpe makn!kalo awk mkn cloud9 awk ingt kat sye k!kalo awak pandang awan awk ingat la kat sye!
sbb ape yg awak pandang itulah yang saye nmpak!tamu nges2 k!take care!jdi budak bek!sye dh tulis surat kat awk!tapi sygnyer awk tanak!ngee!!even sye tak dengar papew lagu pon sye tetap ingat kat awak!faqihaah!!LUMUNU!loveyoumissyouneedyou!

Jan 30, 2010

selamat tinggal 2


selamat tinggal korang!
even aku dah takde lagi disisi korang!
dalam hati aku korang tetap ade!
tetap kekal dalam ingatan!
walau bnyak mne kite gado,walau bnyak mne
kite bedendam!kite tetap kawan!
maafkan aku sebab da mungkir janji ngn
korang!janji untok aku stay kat saujana!
tapi sayangnyer aku tak boleh!sume ni
dah tersurat tok jadi cam nie!
walau ape pon jadi!insya-allah aku kan sentiase
ingat kat korang!even aku tade tinggalkan papew
tok korang!tapi yang paling penting kat dalam
hati nie!korang memang takde pengganti!andai kate
aku ade wat salah kat korang aku mntak
maap!korang la kawan yng terbaek tok aku!
standtogetherforever!
kalau ade jodoh kite insya-allah kite jumpe lagi!
maybe kat luar!maybe wak2 f5!
maybe kat ipt!macam dalam lagu!!
seeyoudiipt!
kalo korang rindu kat aku!korang pandang
la awan yang biru!sebab ape yg korang
nampak itu la yg korang nampak!
sebab aku sayang korang sesangat!
pepahal take care!