most difficult phase of life is not when no one understand you but when you dont understand yourself;)


Mar 14, 2011

intervensi


assalamualaikum.

semakin hari semakin busy. tak ada masa nak update blog. intervensi baru-baru nie agak teruk.tapi kebiasaannya lagi teruk.Dapat banyak sangat hint dari cikgu dan sekolah lain. Kadang-kadang terfikir jugak macam mana nak jawab SPM nanti..SPM nanti dapat hint jugak ke.Macam biasa addmath failed!

Kesimpulnnya.teras alhamdulillah.Elektif.erm erm.tak nak cakap.seni pon A.Kedudukan dalam kelas No3.Sama macam tahun lepas.bosan.hari-hari bosan.penat.lelah.letih.Bulan empat pertandingan melukis poster.Folio seni lagi.erm.haishh..

larian damai






i will keep it safely in my mind.sweet memories 2011-SMK alamdamai

Feb 19, 2011

IniAnwarHadi and matluthfi90

assalamualaikum:)

it has been a year since a the last update(metafore).have you heard about IniAnwarHadi?ohh.please dont say no!he was awesome.His slank in english was awesome!and he was freaking cute!ahaha:)he must be some kind of so intelligent boy and of course not mat rempit!OMG he was damn awesome!have some times?do watch his videos.It had that 'thing' in it?what 'thing'?of course message.Have an youtube account?subscribe his account! oh yeahh! AnwarHadi rockss!





ohh!la ni cheq nak cita pasal matluthfi90!fine!This guy was extremely cute.I have watched his video about hari ibu 2010.And it was extravagant!if im not mistaken la..this guy was studying at austalia..erm.he must be really clever right?His kedah slank was cute maa..falling for his adorable video.Just likeIniAnwarHadi,all his video had its own message but they present it with different ways.



i wonder this kind of guy kan,ble kawen kuat nag tak?

Feb 1, 2011

angan-angan atau cita-cita

assalamualaikum.

semalam waktu hantar abanglong pergi KTM,aku ceritakan angan-angan aku kat emak.Aku dengan bersungguh-sungguh cerita kan angan-angan aku tu.

emak kan seronok kalau tiba-tiba orang selamatkan anak raja brunei tu.lepas tu anak raja brunei tue pon jatuh cinta and kahwin dengan orang.


Time tue mak aku dah buat muka dah.Mesti dalam fikiran dia what the heck anak aku nie.Tak ada wawasan langsung(Aku rasa laa).Then mak aku jawab

berangan je lah kerja kamu kan.Cubalah kamu berpijak dibumi yang nyata sikit.

Then aku pon bangkang apa yang emak aku cakap.Aku pon jawab lah..

Mak nama pon angan-angan.Mak tahu tak yang angan-angan nie ada kat awangan.Dia tak akan berpijak dibumi yang nyata mak.Lagipun berangan nie free mak.

Mak aku macam interested dengan apa yang aku cakap.HAHA.Then mak aku pon tanyalah ape pulak cita-cita..

Aku pon jawablah.Tapi aku sedar yang semua nie pandangan aku.Tak ada kena mengena dengan orang lain.Yess ini semua tentang aku.



Mak,cita cita tue benda yang masuk akal.Benda yang kita tahu kita boleh capai.Benda yang berpijak pada bumi yang nyata.Benda yang kita perlu usaha untuk capainya.

Tapi aku rasa pandangan aku sangat bernas.HAHA.Tapi percaya tak angan-angan lah yang mencipta cita-cita.Tak salahkan berangan?Berangan boleh buat kita gembira.Hilangkan kesedihan.Hilangkan tekanan.Seriously berangan is fun.But kita kena tahu limit kita.jangan lah berangan doplohempat jam.

Sama macam cita-cita.Untuk dapat apa yang kita cita-cita kan kita perlukan pengorbanan dan usaha.Tak macam angan-angan,percuma.Untuk dapatkan cita-cita kita kena bayar dengan masa,usaha dan doa kan?Macam yang orang selalu cakap kejayaan tak akan datang bergolek.

ok bye!

Jan 30, 2011

making IC for her

i was at JPN this time.It was crowded.it is full with people.And damn it was pretty bored there nothing i can do accept looking at the tv.It wasbored.luckily i bring this lappy.OH myyy..how come i follow my moms suggestion to follow my sister make her IC.There was lot of weird people here.haha=='.I wish that mom will take me to the popular after thiss.OHHH.myyyyy...

Jan 29, 2011

confess!

assalamualaikum.


believe it or not! i have drew this.Awesome right!


i try to type an entry but i dont have any idea.I try to sleep but my eye wont close.I try to speak but nobody will listen it.So i let my hand confess everything.It was pretty bored.Got so damn much homeworks to do.Those teachers gave homework like we're going to spent a month at home.gosh.tired.

Facebook was bored.Im privating everything.I guess!Watching Aku Masih Dara at astro first.it pretty good.except that words sangap lobang tue!My brother ask me 'kakak lobang apa?'And i feel like ooo!so i just answer 'lobang hidung'.Erm.I was crying watching that movie.And i remember something.I went for a movie with my friend.I had to sat between my friend and a boy.Then,there is a part that i feel i want to cried.I ask my friend 'can i cry?'but the boy beside me answered it with no feeling'girlss and tears cannot be separated'oo.what the ass.How dare you lol.

My heart is fragile la bongok!Its normal doesnt it?i read couple of blogs.Man blog.They say that womens are complecated.Hell yeah.womens are adventure.We are hard to figure.We are unexpected.We are SOMETHING and we are EVERYTHING.Arghh!stop babbling!buhbye!

Jan 28, 2011

every thing happen with a reason:)

assalamualaikum.

its have been a couple of week this blog being like a stepblog.eh.is there is any stepblog?let it be.i dont care about stepblog.enoufh.fullstop.the whole year is bored.my schedule was damn tight.can you imagine staying at school from 6.30 a.m until 4.30 everyday except friday.It was damn tired.exhausted.

monday.morning speech.bla bla bla..math,addmath,bio..pss meeting.
tuesday.morning gossips.addmath,english..rehat..boredd..pss duty.
wednesday.physics,chemist,headache.rehat.koko.artclub meeting.PPI meeting.
thursday.physics,chemist again.math.bored,bored,badminton club.
friday.boo.math.history.bio.andd yess balikk!

and it happen again and again.Form 5 was tiring.But gossiping is compalsary.haha=='ermin me and seby always think again and again.Is there is any future in ALAM DAMAI.something that i dont even had the answer.But regretting?never.and ever.Really need to find my potential.Interested in TESL.really need to score in English.Art.Pengetua didnt give permission to take art.What?DISSAPOINTED?hell yeah!

GOSH.27-28/jan.
A week that was full of suprise.Having a really really bad day.NOT that bad laa.Find out the pass about 'that girl' and 'that boy'. Prostitute?WHAT?REALLY?I taught it just a rumours.but its true
its true?Having a great fight with account student.I hope that i didnt get involved with it.But since im the pure science and they are against my friend.Youre messing around with my friend. And to make it worst it has become a police case?What the ass?it just a small matter.So UNMATURED!behave yourself.Dont ever call others a prostitute when your own girlfriend act like a prostitute!

many things happen without reasons.Once we figure it out,we will know that fate is the reason!And Allah knows the best for us-afieqa!

Jan 7, 2011

yo!

friendship is like a bra.it close to heart and it supportive:)

assalamualaikum.

pejam celik pejam celik dah seminggu dah aku sekolah tahun nie.eceyh cakap macam dah setahun sekolah en?Being a form5 make me exhausted.seriusly penat jugak jadi form five nie.Naknak senior sulung sekolah.Harapan cikgu-cikgu tinggi melangit.Nervous.yup even SPM lambat lagi.tapi aku nervous giler..

Minggu nie tak ada apa yang menarik melainkan ohh..macam biasa aku ketua keceriaan.Yeahh aku buat jadual and duty rooster sampai tak tidur.And believe what.Ustaz agama suruh aku buat nota dalam bahasa jawi.OMG agak susah ya task beliau.Almaklumlah dah setahun tak menulis jawi.Jari dah keras.HAHA.Ustaz Zairul Amin.cikgu agama yang best.Sangat tegas.Aku kalau masuk kelas agama rasa macam ade rama-rama terbang dalam perut aku.Punyalah takut. Tegas sangat.Bagus sangat!Ilikeyouu.

Tahun baru guna banyak duit.yuran la,modul la,file la,setem la.lencana,buku sekolah yang kena seragam.Baju koko,baju aktiviti baju pj seluar PJ.baju kelas.duit kelas nametag pengawas PSS.Yuran van.Yuran Tuisyen Kasturi.Arghh.kesian emak.Kalau tak success jugak aku ingat aku kena tanam kepala dalam tanah.Nampak sangat kedunguan aku terserlah.

erm.ok bye!