most difficult phase of life is not when no one understand you but when you dont understand yourself;)


Feb 19, 2011

IniAnwarHadi and matluthfi90

assalamualaikum:)

it has been a year since a the last update(metafore).have you heard about IniAnwarHadi?ohh.please dont say no!he was awesome.His slank in english was awesome!and he was freaking cute!ahaha:)he must be some kind of so intelligent boy and of course not mat rempit!OMG he was damn awesome!have some times?do watch his videos.It had that 'thing' in it?what 'thing'?of course message.Have an youtube account?subscribe his account! oh yeahh! AnwarHadi rockss!





ohh!la ni cheq nak cita pasal matluthfi90!fine!This guy was extremely cute.I have watched his video about hari ibu 2010.And it was extravagant!if im not mistaken la..this guy was studying at austalia..erm.he must be really clever right?His kedah slank was cute maa..falling for his adorable video.Just likeIniAnwarHadi,all his video had its own message but they present it with different ways.



i wonder this kind of guy kan,ble kawen kuat nag tak?

Feb 1, 2011

angan-angan atau cita-cita

assalamualaikum.

semalam waktu hantar abanglong pergi KTM,aku ceritakan angan-angan aku kat emak.Aku dengan bersungguh-sungguh cerita kan angan-angan aku tu.

emak kan seronok kalau tiba-tiba orang selamatkan anak raja brunei tu.lepas tu anak raja brunei tue pon jatuh cinta and kahwin dengan orang.


Time tue mak aku dah buat muka dah.Mesti dalam fikiran dia what the heck anak aku nie.Tak ada wawasan langsung(Aku rasa laa).Then mak aku jawab

berangan je lah kerja kamu kan.Cubalah kamu berpijak dibumi yang nyata sikit.

Then aku pon bangkang apa yang emak aku cakap.Aku pon jawab lah..

Mak nama pon angan-angan.Mak tahu tak yang angan-angan nie ada kat awangan.Dia tak akan berpijak dibumi yang nyata mak.Lagipun berangan nie free mak.

Mak aku macam interested dengan apa yang aku cakap.HAHA.Then mak aku pon tanyalah ape pulak cita-cita..

Aku pon jawablah.Tapi aku sedar yang semua nie pandangan aku.Tak ada kena mengena dengan orang lain.Yess ini semua tentang aku.



Mak,cita cita tue benda yang masuk akal.Benda yang kita tahu kita boleh capai.Benda yang berpijak pada bumi yang nyata.Benda yang kita perlu usaha untuk capainya.

Tapi aku rasa pandangan aku sangat bernas.HAHA.Tapi percaya tak angan-angan lah yang mencipta cita-cita.Tak salahkan berangan?Berangan boleh buat kita gembira.Hilangkan kesedihan.Hilangkan tekanan.Seriously berangan is fun.But kita kena tahu limit kita.jangan lah berangan doplohempat jam.

Sama macam cita-cita.Untuk dapat apa yang kita cita-cita kan kita perlukan pengorbanan dan usaha.Tak macam angan-angan,percuma.Untuk dapatkan cita-cita kita kena bayar dengan masa,usaha dan doa kan?Macam yang orang selalu cakap kejayaan tak akan datang bergolek.

ok bye!

Jan 30, 2011

making IC for her

i was at JPN this time.It was crowded.it is full with people.And damn it was pretty bored there nothing i can do accept looking at the tv.It wasbored.luckily i bring this lappy.OH myyy..how come i follow my moms suggestion to follow my sister make her IC.There was lot of weird people here.haha=='.I wish that mom will take me to the popular after thiss.OHHH.myyyyy...

Jan 29, 2011

confess!

assalamualaikum.


believe it or not! i have drew this.Awesome right!


i try to type an entry but i dont have any idea.I try to sleep but my eye wont close.I try to speak but nobody will listen it.So i let my hand confess everything.It was pretty bored.Got so damn much homeworks to do.Those teachers gave homework like we're going to spent a month at home.gosh.tired.

Facebook was bored.Im privating everything.I guess!Watching Aku Masih Dara at astro first.it pretty good.except that words sangap lobang tue!My brother ask me 'kakak lobang apa?'And i feel like ooo!so i just answer 'lobang hidung'.Erm.I was crying watching that movie.And i remember something.I went for a movie with my friend.I had to sat between my friend and a boy.Then,there is a part that i feel i want to cried.I ask my friend 'can i cry?'but the boy beside me answered it with no feeling'girlss and tears cannot be separated'oo.what the ass.How dare you lol.

My heart is fragile la bongok!Its normal doesnt it?i read couple of blogs.Man blog.They say that womens are complecated.Hell yeah.womens are adventure.We are hard to figure.We are unexpected.We are SOMETHING and we are EVERYTHING.Arghh!stop babbling!buhbye!

Jan 28, 2011

every thing happen with a reason:)

assalamualaikum.

its have been a couple of week this blog being like a stepblog.eh.is there is any stepblog?let it be.i dont care about stepblog.enoufh.fullstop.the whole year is bored.my schedule was damn tight.can you imagine staying at school from 6.30 a.m until 4.30 everyday except friday.It was damn tired.exhausted.

monday.morning speech.bla bla bla..math,addmath,bio..pss meeting.
tuesday.morning gossips.addmath,english..rehat..boredd..pss duty.
wednesday.physics,chemist,headache.rehat.koko.artclub meeting.PPI meeting.
thursday.physics,chemist again.math.bored,bored,badminton club.
friday.boo.math.history.bio.andd yess balikk!

and it happen again and again.Form 5 was tiring.But gossiping is compalsary.haha=='ermin me and seby always think again and again.Is there is any future in ALAM DAMAI.something that i dont even had the answer.But regretting?never.and ever.Really need to find my potential.Interested in TESL.really need to score in English.Art.Pengetua didnt give permission to take art.What?DISSAPOINTED?hell yeah!

GOSH.27-28/jan.
A week that was full of suprise.Having a really really bad day.NOT that bad laa.Find out the pass about 'that girl' and 'that boy'. Prostitute?WHAT?REALLY?I taught it just a rumours.but its true
its true?Having a great fight with account student.I hope that i didnt get involved with it.But since im the pure science and they are against my friend.Youre messing around with my friend. And to make it worst it has become a police case?What the ass?it just a small matter.So UNMATURED!behave yourself.Dont ever call others a prostitute when your own girlfriend act like a prostitute!

many things happen without reasons.Once we figure it out,we will know that fate is the reason!And Allah knows the best for us-afieqa!

Jan 7, 2011

yo!

friendship is like a bra.it close to heart and it supportive:)

assalamualaikum.

pejam celik pejam celik dah seminggu dah aku sekolah tahun nie.eceyh cakap macam dah setahun sekolah en?Being a form5 make me exhausted.seriusly penat jugak jadi form five nie.Naknak senior sulung sekolah.Harapan cikgu-cikgu tinggi melangit.Nervous.yup even SPM lambat lagi.tapi aku nervous giler..

Minggu nie tak ada apa yang menarik melainkan ohh..macam biasa aku ketua keceriaan.Yeahh aku buat jadual and duty rooster sampai tak tidur.And believe what.Ustaz agama suruh aku buat nota dalam bahasa jawi.OMG agak susah ya task beliau.Almaklumlah dah setahun tak menulis jawi.Jari dah keras.HAHA.Ustaz Zairul Amin.cikgu agama yang best.Sangat tegas.Aku kalau masuk kelas agama rasa macam ade rama-rama terbang dalam perut aku.Punyalah takut. Tegas sangat.Bagus sangat!Ilikeyouu.

Tahun baru guna banyak duit.yuran la,modul la,file la,setem la.lencana,buku sekolah yang kena seragam.Baju koko,baju aktiviti baju pj seluar PJ.baju kelas.duit kelas nametag pengawas PSS.Yuran van.Yuran Tuisyen Kasturi.Arghh.kesian emak.Kalau tak success jugak aku ingat aku kena tanam kepala dalam tanah.Nampak sangat kedunguan aku terserlah.

erm.ok bye!

Dec 29, 2010

Malaysia


assalamualaikum.

you might be fooled my brain,
but you cant fooled my heart!

satinggi-tinggi ucapan tahniah buat skuad negara.cehh tak sia-sia aku sembahyang hajat tadi(aku tipu)and aku tak tengok habis match indonesia-Malaysia tadi sebab bola kan.Bola buat aku tak stabil,percaya tak aku boleh mencarut tigabelas minit tanpa henti kalau pemain feveret aku diasari.ecehh.padahal bukan dia dengar ape yang aku carutkan.bngong!

Tapi aku memang puas hati dengan penjga gol Malaysia.Khairul Fahmi.you are the best laa.. series memang outstanding la dier malam nie.Kiranya dia la yang paling menyerlah malam nie.GOGO Khairul Fahmi.Currently aku rasa sangat bangga malam nie.Even kalah 2-1 malam nie still Malaysia still juara Piala Suzuki AFF kan?haha.

But still ade yang tak boleh terima kekalahan Indonesia.Diaorang tak tahu ke menang kalah tu adat pertandingan.Ada laser ke takde laser ke still kalau dah terer tue terer jugak.Tadi waktu layan facebook jumpe lah macam -macam fanpage kelab harimau Malaysia la.kelab Pasukan Terbaik Malaysia la ape la.yang aku tak tahan ade kelab anti malaysia(malingsia)what the heck hang.Hampa da kalah buat la cara kalah.eww.

Nampak sangat pemikiran tak matang dan cemburu?Tapi kan mak dengan ayah aku sangat lah teruja dengan bola malam nie.Ayah siap beli nugget,wedges and mak siap buat kek semata-mata nak tengok match malam nie.And tiap kali macam nak gol mesti mak aku yang menjerit terlebih.Ayah aku siap buat isyarat jari telunjuk kat mulut suruh mak aku diam.Hmm.. macam-macam.Adik aku pulak dengan selambanye cakap

adik:mak nie menjerit macam mak pulak yang main bola
emak:kamu apa tau pasal bola.
adik:mak nie macam lelaki la.tengok ayah ok je.
emak:ayah kamu mana taw pasal bola.

ape la mak nie.Ayah mestilah taw pasal bola.ayah kan hero!Suara rakyat Malaysia nie sangat kuat okey.Dekat depan umah aku macam dalam 2oo meter ade kedaii mamak and aku dapat dengar dengan jelas ape yang diaorang sorakkan.Goll!so even aku surf internet pon aku taw sape yang menang dan kalah.

ok bye!

Dec 28, 2010

pffft:)


assalamualaikum:)
petang tadi aku tengok cerita detective conan movie dengan abang aku and adik aku.Fine la aku tengok tv dengan diaorang.Time tengah tengok tv tue adik aku asyik cakap 'kakcik dah tengok la cite nie.'Yang abang aku pulak syiokk je tengok.aku pon cakap la'kakak tak tengok lagi cerita nie'.

Then nak dijadikan cerita time tuh dah nak hujan dah nak habis sangat dah cerita nie.Kiranyer macam cerita antara hidup dan mati conan nie abang aku tutop tv.Aku macam..wtf?apehal kau tutop en..pastue dier cakap 'abanglong dah tengok cite nieh'.Homaigoddd.sakit nyer hati aku!Aku dah golek-golek dah depan tv nak nanges dier boleh selamba badak je gelakkan aku and mak aku pon tompang sekaki.err..geramnyer aku!


Ciss.tak guna punya abang!Ohh.abang aku nie pelajar UiTM kuala pilah.Aku nie cukup punya aman lah kalau dier tak ada kat umah macam rumah tu ana yang punya.Haha.Aku ingat kalau dia masuk U mestilah jarang balik boleh la aku jadi anak kesayangan emak tapi haramm..dier tue kalau boleh tiap-tiap minggu nak balik.Citt.

Abang aku nie sekarang banyak cakap ooh..sejak masuk U nie.makcik aku pon cakap abang aku nie sekarang dah pandai bergurau.Well pada aku dier bukan bergurau sebab setiap gurauan dier tue buat aku tersentak.Cehh.kau perli aku.Bengong la dia nie.Tapi aku jeles tengok dier perghh mak aku kalau shopping mesti belikan dier baju ke seluar ke.Fine la dier kate aku banya baju tapi yang aku geram baju dier sume branded.Beratus-ratus okey baju dier.Arghh.

Abanglong even kau tak baca blog aku.Meh aku nak gitaw.Kau takpayah la balik selalu.Tengok sem lepas kau balik selalu kan pointerr kau dah jatuh.Tak pasal-pasal jer.Haha:DLast but not least kau jangan lah kedekut sangat ape salahnya kasik aku pinjam kad maybank kau:D Aku tengah pokai niehh.