21 March 2012

Assalamualaikum

i was surfing the internet about the upcoming spm result and found a forum about it.most of the 2011 SPM candidates was freaking out to death.Then i remembered about writing an article about 'failing an exam doesnt mean you will fail in life'

When i wrote the article i put an effort on it.because it was an article for monthly test if i am not mistaken..but counting days to 21 march put me in those situation.I am totally scared about next wednesday but my mom keep telling me i have done the best i can and i have put an effort on it.

Every time i brought this topic on she keep saying that let by gone be by gone.She keep telling me to tawakal and dont stop praying.Somehow it make me calm.I really hope that i got an excellent result but i cant lose hope when im failing aint tha right?

The only thing i really need right now is a doa from my parents my siblings my relatives and my friends.Please pray for me.The rest of it what I need to do is tawakal.Believe me SPM is not the end of it.I m scared.I am afraid and frightened on what will the result turn on to be but i had put a maximum effort on it.

Be optimist.I hope when i felt down seeing my result on wednesday this post will give me the strenght i need.

Friends, when i am failing will you comfort me?

ianya contengan jalanan

Assalamualaikum.

Peminat penulis novel Hlovate mesti dah baca contengan jalanan.Agak lambat aku memiliki novel ni memandangkan masih banyak buku-buku lain yang menarik hati aku.Tiap kali singgah MPH atau popular mesti pegang buku ni tapi masih tak terlintas untuk memilikinya.Tapi Alhamdulillah dapat jugak beli novel ni.

Sumpah.Novel ni ada 1001 pengisian yang MasyaAllah sangat baik.Penyusunan bahasa yang sesuai dengan jiwa remaja.Bahasa yang santai di samping pengisian ilmu yang tak terkira banyaknya.Hlovate berkarya sambil mentarbiyah pembaca dia:) sungguh aku kagum!

Baru habis baca kisah satu-Fend.Menceritakan perjalanan hidup Fend dalam mencari erti kehidupan yang sebenar.Pengisian hidup seorang mukmin.Fend seperti bayangan diri sendiri.Diri sendiri yang leka dan terbuai dengan dunia.Aku mengaku sejak keluar dari asrama hidup ni tak lagi teratur.Tapi itu lah risiko nya.Sembahyang kebanyakannya di hujung waktu.Kalau boleh zohor nak sekali dengan asar.Quran entah kemana.

Mula-mula baca kisah Fend ni air mata tak henti mengalir.Tak tahu kenapa.Teresak-esak malam tu.Orang lain tidur aku pulak teresak-esak dekat bilik belakang.Habis je baca novel tu terus bangun basuh muka.ambik wudhu' solat sunat,fardhu isya' dan doa yang berpanjangan. Kalau Fend dapat cahaya dari Lia yang berikan dia The 11th Hour,aku boleh kata yang aku nampak ada cahaya yang aku dapat dari contengan jalanan ni.Harapnya cahaya tu bersinar ke akhirnya:)

Man who decided to change at twelve died at eleven.

laman sosial penuh emosi

Assalamualaikum.

Ehem!I just want to announce that i have delete my facebook.Deleted! Not Deactivate it.Reason?I dont know.I felt like my facebook is full of strangers.It was my mistake approving those strangers and when i decided to delete them,there was too many of them.

And i am annoyed with some of my 'friends'in my page.Their status somehow disturbed me.jealous?Naa..So i decided to delete it.I will create a new account later when this 'feeling' eliminate from the body - xoxo afqh

2012 the beginning of life

Assalamualaikum.

2012 is bored.For now!Seriously my life is so pathetic by doing every same things for the past two weeks?I woke up in the morning get scold by mom if i get ting up late or missed my subuh.Then i need to washed the dishes,need to do the laundry,need to iron the clothes for my adek'sand my mom and my dad..

Yeah,and currently i has a new hobby,cooking?Believe it or not..As the bibik of the house i need to cook too.Dont know why,but my mom rarely cook now!Seriously so my adek need to eat anything i cook.haha.I really think that i can enter master chef because i really think i have that talent.haha

I am taking a driving lessons so that i can have a license.Cannot wait meh..But sumpah! I really hate that 'teacher'.never puntual.fierce like a lion.And on my first trial driving a car i had bumped on another car.Shame on me.

Just know that my primary school member are going to GMI.Iam deadly jealous. German-Malaysia Institute.Only a genius get a chanced to study there.i guess.And most of my friend already have their own program,i am the only one yang tepinga-pinga dekat rumah.

But i need to believe that every cloud had a silver lining right? It just not my rezeki yet. Ya Allah give me the opportunities to hold the success so that i can be a good daughter for my mom and dad.To be a great khalifah in your world.Till then may Allah bless us.

AzamTahun Baru

Assalamualaikum.

Selamat Tahun Baru.Mungkin terlambat tapi lebih baik dari tiada kan?Tahun baru azam baru?Azam?Azam-azam dari sepuluh tahun lepas pun tak tertunai lagi.Mampu ke untuk aku berazam lagi tahun ni?Tapi apa yang pasti azam ku setiap tahun untuk menjadi manusia yang lebih baik dari sebelumnya.

• Mahu menjadi hamba yang taat pada penciptanya

• Mahu menjadi anak yang baik terhadap ibu dan bapa

• Mahu menjadi adik dan kakak yang lebih baik dari sebelumnya.

• Mahu menjadi manusia yang berguna

Azam ku setiap tahun yang masih belum mampu aku penuhi.Entah sampai bila.

Tapi tahun ni aku berharap untuk kurus!Doakan aku.

part I

trial

gambar annoying!

Assalamualaikum.

Ehem.Okay i had finished my trial and i had received the result.Overall..maintain.Except mathematics la.I got so many soalan bocor or spot question,but i dont know why i cant score.Tak berkat?Possible!

KDK 2/14.
3A2A-2c+1C1D1E.

ok.aku malu.bye.

얼마나 바보 같은 당신

Assalamualaikum.

I know that you may not understand the meaning of the title.But just google and translate it:)i was wondering.how come a small little heart can contain thousand kind of feeling.That can be described or not.Why?

Currently i was mad at a several people.Yeah!They are like a boy that does not have parents. That does not taught them how to be polite or how to care of others feelings. Gauche. Yeah.The one and only things that you are expert in is fooling others.Make yourself confident by fooling others.Pathetic.

You talk about haram but cant you see that touching your very own best girl friend is HARAM. Maybe i dont have the right to tak about it when i am not that perfect.But that is basic things ok. Islam said that you cannot touch your bukan muhrim right?Holding hands,touching others and even talk about sex among you that are different gender?how?

And again you talk like an idiot.Talking something useless.Talking about the weekness of others.
PATHETIC!

p/s:the title is in korean.