most difficult phase of life is not when no one understand you but when you dont understand yourself;)


Nov 9, 2010

english essay


I remember the first words came from your mouth.'Are you Afiqah?'HAHA the words looks funny but i knock my head and said 'yeah I'm Afiqah.you?'Then you introduce yourself 'Im I ''Im one of your mom friends.I mean son'.'Oooo..excuse me,i have to go'I said arrogantly,Then I leaved him and went to the bus.It was eleven years ago,when i was five years old'

We never talk to each other except for an important thing.My mom told me that I said to his mom'is that the girl with the pink bag'Then I realized I'm the one with the pink bag and you want to know more about me.Currently Im not interested with you that time.You always say 'hi' to me and asking am i right,are you ok.I feel that im the precious one for you.

And last few days,I dreamed about you.You said you missed meand when i woke up from long sleep,I feel empty.You always came to my mind staring and watching me.i wonder what kind of feeling this is.It disturbed me.It disturbed my physical and mental activity.I spent the whole days thinking about you and thinking about the past.Thinking about you make me feel weak.I dont have an appetite to eat i feel alne and to make it worst i dont even had an energy to do homeworks or any activities.I,why do you keep disturbing me?can anybody answered it?

One fine evening,me and my cousin sat on a cradle.We started to have a chat about personal stuff.She asked me about my first crush.=='And someone crushed on my mind and that is you.It make me flashedback all the memories.I thinked and smiled.O told my cousin about a boy that had stole his cousin heart.I remembered when I am in the primary school,we doesn't sat in the same class from standard one until standard four.But in standard five,YESS we was placed in the same class.I felt like over the moon.I was so happy,but he seem to ignored me.He had so many friends and he was damn famous.But still I adored him.The most precious moments with you is when my birthday on september,you came right beside me and with a charming voice you said 'Happy birthday Afiqah''May ALLAH bless you' then he walked and left me.I still rememberd the smell of your peefumess.=='And when i had a fever you asked my friend about me,about my condition,am i got a bad fever.My friends told me everything.I was touched.

Last few days i dreamed about you.And now i know why i dream anout you.After for years I didnt meet you,In the fourth Syawal,in my cousi wedding ceremony,I was so suprised when i saw you looking at me and smiling.Am i dreaming?I rubbed my eyes.I slapped my cheeks and it hurts,Thats mean that you are a reality.Maybe god knows how I miss you.He sent you to me. You didnt change much..still the same like my old I.Except that you are taller and handsome.
HAHA:) and more matured too.I t feels awkward to have a chat with you.You didnt talk much, You only say thank you,bye,see you again.Only three words came from your mouth,but it doesnt matter:)

Dear I,knowing you make my life colourful.Knowing you make me cry,make me smile and make me annoyed.If you read this,heyyy man i like you till the end:) You're my first crush. Thanks for everything:) I hope one day you will be mine:)



currently this is my favourite essay i ever wrote:) its up to you to believe it or not:)
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