most difficult phase of life is not when no one understand you but when you dont understand yourself;)


Nov 26, 2010

assalamualaikum:) awk!awk terase hti dgn sye ke?sye ade buat salah dekat awak ke?sye ade saketkan hati awakke? kalau ade, saye mintak maaf awk! sungguh saye minta maaf!

Nov 24, 2010

eh eh:)


Ya Allah,buangkanlah segala perasaan iri dan dengki ini
Ya Allah,bantulah hambamuu ini ya Allah,ya Allah ya Rahman ya
Rahim Ya Fattah Ya rabbal alaminn.

assalamualaikum:)

alhamdulillah:)tahun depan insyaallah xpayah pakai baju putih tudung putih
and kain biru dah.Tahun depan pakai baju kuning,tudung kuning and kain cokelat
hee~~yee..aku gembira la jugak.Pengawas Pusat Sumber SMK Alam Damai.
Aku betul-betul memerlukan jawatan untuk markah koko tahun depan.Ermin dan
Seby pon dapat jadi PPSS jugak.Well sebab lain aku nak jadi pengawas perpustakaan
nie sebab pusat sumber sekolah nie memang best.sejuk ade tempat for personal
study.==;unfortunately takde buku.HAHA.tapi Alhamdulillah tadi PPS pergi check
stock buku.banyak jugak la.1125 buah sumbangan.Enough kot for permulaan.


Alhamdulillah lagi..kedudukan dalam kelas.dapat no3.Tapi sumpa its not a good achievement.
kalau aku kat saujana mesti 3 dari belakang.=='HAHA.Tapi ini merupakan pencapaian
terBERSIH aku.Aku nak tngok keupayaan sebenar aku.Aku tak MENIRU pon dalam periksa
even org bagi aku tiru pon.aku tak tiru.Hehe:) And the result no 3 with all my effort.tak sia sia
aku stay-up and stay back kat sekolah:)

Nov 11, 2010

after exam


♥hey peeps:)exam is over and now im FREE.yeah im free:)free from the text book.free from exercise.free to do anything in the class.but OMA totally bored.most of my classmate didn't come to school.watafak i think its better to have a normal pnp because i will be crazy because of the activities.what kind of activities?NOTHING!okay i didn't do anything.anything lol! today was a bad day for me==' seby and me played the monopoly deal card and from three games i didn't win.she called me looser. watafak. even on the fourth games me,seby,leena,hanem,ermin and ikhwan played and for the first time i didnt lose.act i beg ikhwan to give me the winning HAHA:) ikmal suck:) he always shout 'kalah lagi' ohh. lucky im in a good mood:)yeah im playing bau seremban monopoly uno and im a looser:)♥♥♥♥

Nov 10, 2010

fare well



sekejap jer dah hujung tahun.baru semalam aku rasa yang aku tinggalkan smk seri saujana.
baru semalam aku dengar tangisan kawan-kawan aku.baru semalam rasanyer aku daftar kat smk alam damai.cepat kan masa berlalu.pejam celik pejam celik da hujung tahun.final exam pon dah habis.kelas pon da berkurangan dari 16 orang tinggal 15 orang jer.ehh.aku rasa aku dah tua. aku still rasa lagi perasaan pegang slip pmr.teringat lagi penjaga periksa pmr.dan tak sangka lagi sebulan setengah akan masuk tahun baru.2011 weyy.SPM laa..tak boleh nak maen-maen dah. kene struggle afiqah:) so many things happen in short time.fare well memories of 2010:)

Nov 9, 2010

english essay


I remember the first words came from your mouth.'Are you Afiqah?'HAHA the words looks funny but i knock my head and said 'yeah I'm Afiqah.you?'Then you introduce yourself 'Im I ''Im one of your mom friends.I mean son'.'Oooo..excuse me,i have to go'I said arrogantly,Then I leaved him and went to the bus.It was eleven years ago,when i was five years old'

We never talk to each other except for an important thing.My mom told me that I said to his mom'is that the girl with the pink bag'Then I realized I'm the one with the pink bag and you want to know more about me.Currently Im not interested with you that time.You always say 'hi' to me and asking am i right,are you ok.I feel that im the precious one for you.

And last few days,I dreamed about you.You said you missed meand when i woke up from long sleep,I feel empty.You always came to my mind staring and watching me.i wonder what kind of feeling this is.It disturbed me.It disturbed my physical and mental activity.I spent the whole days thinking about you and thinking about the past.Thinking about you make me feel weak.I dont have an appetite to eat i feel alne and to make it worst i dont even had an energy to do homeworks or any activities.I,why do you keep disturbing me?can anybody answered it?

One fine evening,me and my cousin sat on a cradle.We started to have a chat about personal stuff.She asked me about my first crush.=='And someone crushed on my mind and that is you.It make me flashedback all the memories.I thinked and smiled.O told my cousin about a boy that had stole his cousin heart.I remembered when I am in the primary school,we doesn't sat in the same class from standard one until standard four.But in standard five,YESS we was placed in the same class.I felt like over the moon.I was so happy,but he seem to ignored me.He had so many friends and he was damn famous.But still I adored him.The most precious moments with you is when my birthday on september,you came right beside me and with a charming voice you said 'Happy birthday Afiqah''May ALLAH bless you' then he walked and left me.I still rememberd the smell of your peefumess.=='And when i had a fever you asked my friend about me,about my condition,am i got a bad fever.My friends told me everything.I was touched.

Last few days i dreamed about you.And now i know why i dream anout you.After for years I didnt meet you,In the fourth Syawal,in my cousi wedding ceremony,I was so suprised when i saw you looking at me and smiling.Am i dreaming?I rubbed my eyes.I slapped my cheeks and it hurts,Thats mean that you are a reality.Maybe god knows how I miss you.He sent you to me. You didnt change much..still the same like my old I.Except that you are taller and handsome.
HAHA:) and more matured too.I t feels awkward to have a chat with you.You didnt talk much, You only say thank you,bye,see you again.Only three words came from your mouth,but it doesnt matter:)

Dear I,knowing you make my life colourful.Knowing you make me cry,make me smile and make me annoyed.If you read this,heyyy man i like you till the end:) You're my first crush. Thanks for everything:) I hope one day you will be mine:)



currently this is my favourite essay i ever wrote:) its up to you to believe it or not:)
even Pn Norlida give good and keep up the good works for this essay:)

Nov 5, 2010

hipokrit(!)


gambar: mrgoogle:)

hipokrit tue ape?sape yg selalu hipokrit?orang hipokrit tue jahat ke?
perlu ke hipokrit dalam kehidupan? contoh hipokrit?

hipokrit adalah munafik atau orang yang suka mendustakan!
tapi pd pandangan aku,hipokrit nie sngat penting! maybe ramai
orang kate just be yourself..believe yourself..tapi untuk aku tunjukkan
diri aku yang sebenar aku tak berani! yeahh! noorafiqahmohd yaacob
adelah manusia yang hipokritt! tapi aku tau bukan aku sorang je yang hipokrit kat
muke bumi nie..im not pretending! i just want to be perfect in others eye!





menipu la kalau seseorang tue x pernah hipokrit!
contohnye la kan..contohh bile couple.. pasangan tu mestilah
nak sempurna di mata pasangan masing-masing kan! seorang anak
mestilah nak nampak baik depan mak bapak kan..seorang sahabat
terpaksa hipokrit untuk menjaga hati sahabatnya..yeahh itu terjadi dekat
diri aku sendirii..pade aku orang yang hipokrit nie tak jahat[saipe nak kate
diri sendiri jahat kan]tapi itu pade pandangan aku..tapi itu semua karma
dalam kehidupan nie..






kesimpulannya renung-renungkan..dan selamat beramal:)